Just thinking...

You know, i was just sitting here and thinking about life. Just life itself. Like what's my purpose, why was i brought up on earth? I was sitting here thinking about all the mistakes Ive made in my life. The mistakes that hurt others, myself, or just the ones that were plain idiotic. I was sitting here and thinking life is just like a long straight road with other roads to take turns on, kinda like as if you were gonna look up a tree, You start as the seen and your childhood is easy and your guided by parents and you grow stronger that's the base of the tree. Then it gets to the biggest point in your life, where u reach being a teenager. That's where all the branches bloom and it's up to you to pick one. The bad route, the good route, or just whichever. If your anything like me, then you'll come across many holes in the road. Sometimes it wont just be holes. There will be obstacles to overcome and everything. I live in doubt alot...I tend to, live in the past what some people say. I look back at many mistakes Ive made alot. And its hard to get those holes paved over and never see them again sometimes. Sometimes for people its the easiest thing. People say it's stupid to live in the past. I understand that but there are times in life, in every one's life you make a new mistake, and an old similar mistake comes to mind then more and more keep coming and they bring you down. I live my life like that. And sadly i make many mistakes in my life. I just think it's hard to live life in doubt and sadness when all mistakes in your life come out in your mind and it's hard for you to recall a good thing you've done. Just wanted to have you guys think about that and possibly tell me what you think.